I am sitting in our lounge thinking about you Alan my love. I was looking at diamond rings, one can have made out of your loved ones ashes. When I get settled in my new home Alan as I have no choice but to move on due to circumstances, I will use some of your ashes to make a ring I can ware to remember you by as it is part of you. I do ware the engagement ring you gave me and it is so beautiful. But to have one which is part of you will mean so much. When eventually i do settle I will do this in memory of you. I Miss and Love you still xxxxxxxx