Hallo my darling Alan, time is passing, I have days which are not to bad then all of a sudden I get this awful feeling of grief, how I Miss You!!! So, there is a void a gap where you filled. You made me laugh, You made me feel good, You were my companion, You were my lover, You gave me advise, we helped each other through rough times. You did not realise just how much you were loved. My prayers ask for help, they also ask for guidance, and I also send you my love but you already took a big junk of my heart. Rest in Peace my Alan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx